There's something that bubbles up in her that wants to explode. It's a thing very akin to the way Ronan reacts to everything, and the fact that she knows that doesn't make it better. She can't always be Adam, stepping back from confrontation to make Ronan realize that he doesn't need to have one.
"He's not any Aglionby fuckface," she snaps, still keeping her voice low. "I've had Kavinsky around if that was the case and he's Mr. Popularity here." She crosses her arms. "Gansey trusts him, I trust him back home, and anyway, he -- cares." Enough to apologize for his actions the first time they'd met. Enough to want to listen to her and commiserate about white people together and to know not to buy her food.
She sighs, and takes a deep breath, letting her anger subside like the flash of a firework, bright and burnt out quickly. "I hated you before I met you," she corrects him, staring at her shoelaces. "I never hated any of you after I met you. Even Gansey or you talking about poverty twins. I wanted you to like me." Stupid.
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Date: 2016-07-09 10:55 pm (UTC)"He's not any Aglionby fuckface," she snaps, still keeping her voice low. "I've had Kavinsky around if that was the case and he's Mr. Popularity here." She crosses her arms. "Gansey trusts him, I trust him back home, and anyway, he -- cares." Enough to apologize for his actions the first time they'd met. Enough to want to listen to her and commiserate about white people together and to know not to buy her food.
She sighs, and takes a deep breath, letting her anger subside like the flash of a firework, bright and burnt out quickly. "I hated you before I met you," she corrects him, staring at her shoelaces. "I never hated any of you after I met you. Even Gansey or you talking about poverty twins. I wanted you to like me." Stupid.